In November of 2013, I was asked to write an original song for the 25th anniversary of Ultima Thule, a syndicated Ambient radio show which has kindly included Longing for Orpheus in past broadcasts. My songwriting process is typically very drawn out - I work on many songs at once, switching between them over a period of many months, or a few years. I had no idea whether I'd be able to find a worthwhile new musical ideaand develop it into a polished song in the six weeks I had available for this project, but I'm extremely happy with how it turned out.
The Ultima Thule broadcast featuring Silhouette is available from iTunes as a free podcast - just search the iTunes store for "Ultima Thule UT1010", or follow this link.
Availability
Silhouette is available exclusively at Bandcamp - through May, it's a free download!
Echoes of Somnia
About the album...
Echoes of Somnia is a collection of instrumental mixes of the tracks from Somnia. I hesitate to say ‘remixes’, because that word has come to mean something more drastic...more of a reinterpretation...than what these are. They’re the same songs, conveying (or intending to) the same moods and musical ideas, just in instrumental form. There are also three new songs on this release, written during the same sessions as the songs on Somnia, but which didn’t fit on a vocally-oriented album.
Rearranging to Instrumentals
When I started this project, I thought it would take two or three months to complete...I was off by about a year.
In my songwriting process, I complete the entire instrumental arrangements first, and add lyrics and melody last. So, I thought putting together instrumental mixes of finished songs should be as simple as muting the vocals, and maybe tweaking a few volume levels to bring things back into balance. Even for the songs with the fewest changes, that turned out to be a pretty major oversimplification. The instrumental arrangement of Ghost, for example, includes no new instruments or parts, but the phrasing of the instrumental counter-melodies that were already written had to resculpted, note by note, so that they stood on their own as lead melodies.
Most songs did end up with new parts and instrumentation. A Room Full of Stars has a new lead melody synth. The lead instrument in Sand changed from piano to harp. The supporting piano that only entered halfway through Broken Down became its lead instrument, and now enters in the first verse. There are many other changes, but there’s little point in listing them...talking about music is like dancing about architecture.
In the end, I think these “Echo mixes” stand on their own, and I would have been happy to have released them as instrumentals in the first place, had Somnia never existed.
New Songs
I began the process of producing Somnia with many more songs (works-in-progress, at that point) than make it onto the final master. Those that were cut, were cut for various reasons, but there were three that fell by the wayside simply because they felt like instrumentals, and didn’t belong on such a vocally-oriented album. Once I found myself reworking the tracks from Somnia as instrumentals, it occurred to me that it was the perfect opportunity to finish what would eventually be called Unearthed, Spellbound, and Tracing Inspiration as well.
Unearthed - Statistically, the most likely reason for you to know that Longing for Orpheus exists is that you heard a song called AetherSpark on Pandora radio. It’s by far my most popular song, but I almost didn’t release it in the first place, because I was afraid it sounded trite. I find that most truly beautiful music contrasts light and darkness...it can have a lot more of one than the other, but they both have to be present. I’m afraid I’ve so deeply internalized that idea that I’ve made it into a belief - a rule I’m afraid to bend or break.
With early drafts of Unearthed, I had the same feeling I’d had with AetherSpark...that it was all light and no darkness, and therefore superficial. I like to think I learned something from AetherSpark, so I kept coming back to Unearthed, trying different things, taking breaks to regain perspective, and trying again. Eventually, I think I got it right...the final version of Unearthed is the single piece of music of which I’m most proud.
This early version of Unearthed includes the original chorus at 1:00, which you'll hear has a similar lightness to the verses. More striking is the bridge around 2:08 - it was a heavy-handed attempt to introduce some darkness, and it doesn't really feel like like it belongs in the song at all.
Spellbound - My songwriting is very iterative...months typically pass as I revisit an arrangement, until I finally consider it done. Spellbound, however, went from the seed of an idea to a complete arrangement in about two weeks. Here's what that sounded like:
There was one final hurdle, though, and I nearly gave up on the song altogether when I couldn't find a lead synth that sounded right for the chorus. I intended for Spellbound to have a very Trance-influenced palette and style, which would mean an all-synth arrangement, so it was only as a last ditch effort to save the song that I started playing along with acoustic instruments. When I heard how the flute fit into the mix, I knew immediately that it was what had been missing. It took significantly longer to record and arrange the layered flute melodies you hear in the final mix than it did to write the rest of the song, but it was absolutely worth it.
Tracing Inspiration - I've heard other songwriters talk about listening for what a song "wants", and thought it strange, but I learned what they meant while working on this one.
The inverse of Spellbound, Tracing Inspiration took forever to arrange. The initial seed idea came easily enough, but I spent many months trying to shoehorn that idea into a verse-chorus structure. Eventually, I took a step back and realized that the seed idea wanted to be the song's climax. All the repetition was ruining its impact, so I abandoned the too comfortable verse-chorus model in favor of the arrangement you hear on the album. Here's an early arrangement with the seed idea as oft-repeated chorus:
Further accentuating Tracing Inspiration's "oppositeness" to Spellbound, you'll hear a flute part in the early version. I began this song with the intent of writing it around the flute, but eventually realized it was in the way.
Availability
Echoes of Somnia is available for streaming and download from iTunes, Spotify, Bandcamp and CD Baby, and most other music sites. CDs are available from Amazon and CD Baby.
Artwork
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Somnia
Availability
Somnia is available for streaming and download from most major music sites, including iTunes, Bandcamp and Spotify. CD Baby and Amazon carry the album in both digital and CD formats.
About the album...
These are songs of dreams, of the night sky, of hopes and fears, of love lost and love found. These are songs about the beauty in a sometimes not-so-beautiful world.
With this third full-length release, Longing for Orpheus moves from a primarily instrumental project into the Ethereal realm. Singers from the opera and musical theater communities within Austin, Texas' celebrated music scene lend their voices to these songs.
Songs
[1] Fire
Featured vocalist: Rebecca Smootz
I can feel the waves
Washing over me
And the heat is nothing more
Than a fading dream
As the tension smolders
The silence breaks and burns
The reverie comes to an end
And the past returns
chorus
Why do we love fire
It only brings us down in flame
We always end where we began
Where the ashes fall like rain
A spark reawakens
Gears begin to churn
Engines roar to life
The tide starts to turn
chorus
Why do we love fire
Why can't we let the embers fade
Do we need this to end just like it began
Where the ashes fall like rain
Why do we love fire
It only brings us down in flame
We're here again, right where we began
Where the ashes fall like rain
[2] Shine
Featured vocalist: Lisa Alexander
When I was lost
I cast about in search
Of anything to cling to
Never really knowing
What I was trying to find
But then you were there
And I could see
And I said
Why do you shine for me
chorus
You Shine
Against the stars, against the sun
I can see all that you have done
Against a world that resists light
You illuminate the night
Still you shine
My guiding light
Across the widest space
From out the darkest places
Lingering shades give way to light
Nothing, I had thought
Could make me feel safe here
But you have chased the shadows
From my mind
chorus
chorus
When I was lost
You shone for me
[3] The Walk
Featured vocalist: Rebecca Smootz
Here, Take my hand
Nothing is nothing to fear
Only stardust in an endless sky
And I will be right here
And we’ll pretend it’s just another day
Another day out walking in the sky
chorus
I will hold you close
Until the stars and the planets all turn to dust
And at the end of time
There will just be us
Hold on tight
We’re almost to the good part
We’ll get the best view of the world
Before the fireworks start
And we’ll pretend this is our sky
A brilliant light show just for you and I
chorus
There’s a beauty in the distance
That makes us feel so small
The way stars burn as they shoot past us
When we’re in freefall
chorus
chorus
[4] At Sea
Featured vocalist: Michelle Haché
I cannot sail this sea alone
Under a breaking sky
Wrap me in your warmest words
And shield me, shield me from the lies
There’s no current in these tides
To conduct me to the shore
Yet I’m content to make this surf my guide
And be searching, searching ever more
chorus
Help me cross this barren sea
Chasing words lost in the wind
Help me to reclaim
All the messages I sent
And when blue-green strands reach down
From the sky, the sea to mend
Say you’ll stay with me
Until the end
It’s difficult to release my hold
Of the freedom solitude brings
I hope the price of letting go
Is much less, much less than it seems
chorus
chorus
[5] Then
Featured vocalist: Heather McCrocklin
When we unwound our rakish ways
tripping through ungainly days
Did we sing
Did we sing
In a whirl of light outpacing streams
We made a mask of earth and leaves
Did we sing
Did we sing
Stumbling toward todaylight
Balance in between the hand slight
Dreaming voracious arcs and
Seeding the grounds ahead
Come out with me
Come out and see
You proclaimed “Herein Lies Truth”
As we made regimens for regiments
With a summery glance behind
We charged into the world to find
Our song
Sing along
[6] A Room Full of Stars
Featured vocalist: Meredith Ruduski
I awoke to four dark walls
With points of light so far between
But when I moved, the walls held stars
More brilliant than I've ever seen
Though I thought that I should fear
my heart beat soft as the heavens sparked
Yet something hollow pulled me still
I wanted to share this gentle dark
chorus
Someday we'll meet
in a room full of stars
I know that someday we'll be
Where the distance won't feel so far
And you will never fade or fall
From the heavens bound by these four walls
We'll be home, in our room full of stars
With All the stars at our command
(and) Countless blazing points of light
We'll chart our own constellations
And courses to navigate the night
And even when the stars burn low
and fade into the black
The light we made will travel still
Through this endless expanse
chorus
chorus
[7] Sand
Featured vocalist: Rebecca Smootz
I see a scarlet skyline
Above a desert dry
Burning, yearning
Cracked
Thirsty for belief
Beneath a cloudless sky
Across the sands spread wide
Without rest, beyond sleep
Endlessly I seek
Horizons
chorus
If I could look through desert eyes
What a fragile thing I'd see
Like a mayfly in their hands
The dunes surround me
There must be something more than dust
Below the open sky
I sing to myself dusk
A sunset lullaby
I feel the cold of night
Within the firelight
A flame, a spark
A glow
And all is dark
To me
chorus
If I could from waves of sand
What a fragile thing I'd see
Like a mayfly in its hands
The desert shelters me
There must be something more than dust
Below the open sky
The desert's distant song at dusk
A sandswept lullaby
[8] Ghost
Featured vocalist: Karlyn McCutchan
I know the past seems perfect
But in truth it’s worn and tired
There is beauty in the moment
But you say it all seems
Out of focus
Well you’re looking through walls of ice
Don’t tell me again
That you need me here
To let you feel alive
chorus
Let me go
Let me fade away like a shadow into night
There’s just time for one last goodbye
Now let me go
You have to learn to fly alone
Cut these tethers away
Fall into the sky
I’m so tired of haunting these walls
And we’ve got nothing left to say
We’ve been through this a thousand times
We’ll go through it again today
You see monochrome
You reduce the world to seven shades of grey
But as close as you keep me
You also keep the pain
chorus
[9] At The Ending
Featured vocalist: Derek Smootz
All the stories we have told
Are coming to a close
The fates are drifting off to sleep
There are no answers left to fear
All threads end here
On the edge of time,we will find peace
And it makes me think
Of all the wonderful things
That we have shared
Within this Dream
As the wind dies down
And time grows still
All that ever was
will fade away
In the final fragile moments
Will you stand by my side
Facing all we ever knew
And say goodbye
You ask What good are our dreams
And have they meant a thing
If they’ve never been made real
Don’t let them go
You should know that
They’ve meant everything to me
As the last sun sets
And twilight dawns
We will be the last
falling leaves
In the final fragile moments
Will you be with me
To help me face the end
Of all things
Blinded for a moment instant
Until the last star fades
A parting wave of light
Like gentle rain
In this final fragile moment
It’s just You and I
So we will share the last goodbye
Goodbye
[10] Broken Down
Featured vocalist: Meredith Ruduski
All alone with the rain falling from my eyes
The stars shine clear and cold against the wet velvet sky
And as they fall to earth I try to understand why
A kiss from your lips should make me cry
chorus
Broken down, I'm broken down again
Featherlight in my dreams
Permeated with memories
Of your perfume, your sweet scent
Why did you leave me here
Broken down again
As I step outside myself, and watch the waters rise
I start to wonder what is real and what is my disguise
If I had the chance, would I still want to know why
I am bound to the earth as I watch you fly
I need you to breathe
I need you to see
I am lost within the space
Between reality and dreams
chorus
[11] Ivory Towers
Featured vocalist: Rebecca Smootz
Along roads worn and weathered
But in my eyes still new
I rode forth with ideals clear
In the name of Truth
I sought for high adventures
Ivory towers in a great expanse
I found castles by the score
But they were made of sand
chorus
Maybe I belong here
Maybe I’m just passing through
I can see the darkness
But I see the beauty too
I once knew the way home
I guess I’ve lost my path
Still I've kept moving forward
What use retracing the past
I thought I had found my purpose
Chasing dragons at the whims of crowns
Some things you don't know that you're seeking
Until they're found
chorus
chorus
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Thank Yous
Thanks once again to everyone mentioned on previous albums. Thanks also to the wonderful and talented musicians who collaborated with me on this release. Finally, Thanks to all the Irish Traditional Music players I've met, played with, and learned from in the past few years. You've given me new perspectives from which to approach, enjoy, and understand music of all kinds, and thereby shaped this album, whether you know it exists or not ;)
Broken Down
Digital Single:
Broken Down
About the Song
Meredith Ruduski, the singer and co-writer of "Broken Down," is a coloratura soprano...that is to say, a classically trained vocalist. I had the good fortune to be cast alongside her in a light opera a couple of years ago, around the same time I decided to try taking Longing for Orpheus in an Ambient Pop direction. I found myself pleasantly distracted in rehearsal after rehearsal by the pure, ethereal quality of her voice, so I asked her if she had any interest in non-classical music, and if she would be interested in collaborating on a song. Fortunately, she was.
All alone with the rain falling from my eyes
The stars shine clear and cold against the wet velvet sky
And as they fall to earth I try to understand why
A kiss from your lips should make me cry
Broken down, I'm broken down again
Featherlight in my dreams
Permeated with memories
Of your perfume, your sweet scent
Why did you leave me here
Broken down again
As I step outside myself, and watch the waters rise
I start to wonder what is real and what is my disguise
If I had the chance, would I still want to know why
I am bound to the earth as I watch you fly
I need you to breathe
I need you to see
I am lost within the space
Between reality and dreams
Meredith's career has lent her a deep familiarity and understanding of songs and arias with bittersweet themes - those of love lost and love unrequited -
and I think these lyrics flowed naturally from there. What great portion of the all the world's art, and much of the most beautiful, did Alfred Lord
Tennyson summarize with a few short words:
Tis better to have loved and lost,
Than never to have loved at all.
This a traditional Irish song that I first heard on a Paddy Keenan album, sung by Tommy O’Sullivan. I fell in love with the song, and when I started to consider doing an electronic arrangement, I listened to as many different performances as I could find. The most popular seems to be by folk singer Cara Dillon, and I understand why - her performance is beautiful. I listened to at least a dozen versions, and while a couple seem to fit somewhere within the wider New Age genre, I didn't find any that fell on the Ambient/Electronic end of the spectrum, so I created this arrangement. I hope I have done the song justice.
I'm also releasing an instrumental mix as a free download. Given the stylistic gulf between my arrangement and the tradition from which the song comes, this track has only the most tenuous connection to the name "The Maid of Culmore." Yet, as it is a subtle remix of my arrangement of the song, it's the only title that seems to appropriate.
The Maid of Culmore is available for download from CD Baby and iTunes. It is currently streaming freely at sites including Grooveshark and Last.fm.
You can download The Maid of Culmore (Instrumental Mix)here (you may have to right-click -> Save As) and at Last.fm, or listen to the stream on Grooveshark.
OtherSong
Production Notes
Tradition dictates that an album be released with notes. As more and more people get music online, and never see a physical album, printing the release notes on a CD liner seems an outmoded way of doing things. With the existence of such projects as the Internet Archive (a self-explanatory name, I think, whether it still exists as you read this or not), I suspect these 1s and 0s will be preserved long after the paper liners have crumbled. So, everything I have to say about OtherSong, I will say here.
Perhaps the most common category of question that musicians encounter relates to the meaning behind names - pseudonyms, album names, song titles, etc. In this case, the album and song names are tied together, and relate to the original "philosophy" of Ambient music as initially described by Brian Eno. In his liner notes to Music for Airports, he said: "Ambient Music must be able to accommodate many levels of listening attention without enforcing one in particular; it must be as ignorable as it is interesting." My hope is that these songs will hint at different ideas, places, and things to each listener. I did not want to impose any solid ideas by providing concrete names, so I sought for words that I found particularly evocative, and combined them in ways that set my own imagination to work. You may notice that [almost] all of the names,including the album title, have the same three-syllable structure. I have read that it is something of an axiom among those interested in the creative process that imposing structure on art (the verse-chorus song form, the rule of threes in photography, or the sonnet form in poetry are a few of myriad examples) stimulates creativity, rather than stifling it as one might intuitively expect. If you ever find yourself suffering from writer's block, for example, try forcing yourself to write in haiku form, or adopt ample alliteration. The result may or may not be quite what you need, but it will likely help to get you past your block.
To get back to the subject, Mr. Eno's statement of purpose for Ambient music guided my decision to include no English lyrics on this album. While I would be quite pleased to know that someone is giving their full attention to my music, I would derive equal pleasure to know that it is being used as (for lack of a better word) background music - what matters is that someone is listening. I find that there are few things as distracting as someone's thoughts being suddenly verbalized out of nowhere. I considered removing all vocals from the album altogether, but decided that those that remain lent more than they distracted.
When I released Skye in 2006, I thought to myself that the time between releases from some of my favorite artists was absurdly long (Enigma in particular, who has been on a rough 3-year schedule since the beginning). Yet, here is OtherSong, three and half years after Skye. As with Skye, most of the production work took only a few months of spare time. I have realized, in retrospect, that the flow of new ideas is a serious limiting factor - while the bulk of the engineering on these tracks occurred only recently, the initial ideas from which the songs grew are dated from earlier this year, back to when I was working on Skye in 2006. Also, all ideas are not equal. For every complete track on OtherSong, there are two or three incomplete tracks on my studio's hard drive, some of which ended up leading nowhere or sounding like inferior equivalents of songs that are on the album. Others are simply the wrong style for Longing for Orpheus, or for this album in particular, and may end up being released somewhere else. While I continue to hope that I will develop the focus to produce music more consistently, I know that other projects and responsibilities will continue to vie for my attention.
Computer Love
I suspect that sponsorships are the primary reason many albums include a list of brand names of instruments and recording equipment. I have no such obligations, but musical instruments are, themselves, works of art, and I would like to acknowledge some of them. My main sequencer is Sonar, though much of the rhythm section is provided by the generally-underrated Fruity Loops. A disproportionate amount of the synthesis on this album is provided by Native Instruments softsynths. Most of the melodies and harmonies were originally written on, and recorded through a Yamaha S80, which has a full-sized keyboard with wonderfully piano-like action.
Ethnomusicology
Yes, that's a real word - part of the curriculum for music students at my college was a World Musics course, and this is the proper term for what we studied. This type of course (surveying the music of various cultures) can be interesting and enlightening, but it will shatter any illusions you may have that my style of music (and by extension, Enigma, Waterbone, Delerium, to a lesser degree Deep Forest) are really representative of the music of other cultures. Our music simply incorporates the sonic palate of other music traditions into the harmonic and melodic framework of Western Music; we still use the musical scales, song structures, and various other trappings of the Western classical and jazz traditions.
Every culture's musical traditions can be wonderful and enchanting in their own right, and I highly encourage you to seek them out, but be forewarned that it takes some work to appreciate them. Musical preferences are, in large part, learned preferences - they develop over the course of our lives, based on what we listen to. So, even if you seek out the best and most famous recordings of, for example, Indian sitar music, don't expect to fall in love with it at first listen. Commit to playing it in the background on different occasions, over a period of time, interspersed with your usual fare. Do research into the elements of music as that culture sees it, and you'll have a much more enjoyable experience in the long run.
Now, with all the disclaimers and caveats out of the way, lets talk about the actual World Music aspects of OtherSong.
CopperSea - The flute-like instrument that first comes in around 0:55 is a sampled Shakuhachi - a Japanese bamboo flute, nearly two feet long, that is notoriously difficult to master. If you're listening to my music, you've almost certainly heard the Shakuhachi before - it features prominently in Enigma's Sadeness - Part 1, as well as many, many other recordings. I frequently hear it used in film and television soundtracks to lend a "exotic" air to things. Sadly, it seems that everyone uses the same small sample, and so we hear a breathy, descending major fourth over and over and over. The instrument has much expressive potential beyond this interval trick, so I avoided that particular sound in CopperSea.
NeverTale - This song is a multicultural playground. The main rhythm and harmony instrument is, of course, a harp, which is associated with both Classical and Celtic music. The breathy flute that comes and goes throughout the album is a handmade Navajo flute. The sound you hear in this song isn't very representative of how the flute sounds in person - I added a lot of reverb to lend a sense of space and depth. Finally, mutliple tracks of Djeme come in at the bridge (around 3:05), and keep going through the final chorus. The djeme is goblet-shaped hand drum, which is thought to have originated in West Africa, but has been adopted in various forms by myriad cultures. I believe mine, which is a hand-carved specimen with about a 10" head, was made in Java or Bali, but I'm relying on my memory of what a salesmen told me a number of years ago.
EverSoul - One of my favorite instruments is the Erhu, sometimes called the "Chinese Violin", and it (at least a sample-based synthesis of it) is the focus of this song. Both the main melody and string section in the choruses are Erhus. It bears sonic similarity to a violin because it is a bowed string instrument, but it is unique in that the bow actually fits between the instruments two strings, and so cannot be separated without restringing. Like the western violin the erhu is a wonderfully expressive instrument, and while the MiniErhu softsynth has captured some some fine examples of expressive elements, it's very difficult to emulate via synthesis the crying glissandos of a skilled human player.
WinterStage - Another traditional Chinese instrument features in the second half of this song (entering at the bridge around 1:55). This one is a plucked string instrument called the Pipa. I used a combination of a sample-based synthesizer to create most of the melodic lines, and some longer samples of musical phrases played on an actual Pipa. The rhythms in the song include a hefty number of Bodhran samples - the Bodhran is a frame-drum used to accompany Celtic tunes, and you're likely to see one or more at any tune session. It's an unusual percussion instrument, in that it is played with a double-ended stick called a "tipper."
CloverLight - This song features two Tin Whistles, also known as Penny Whistles or Irish Whistles. The main whistle is a Low D model, and is actually a PVC instrument despite its name (this is the same flute I played on Athar from the previous album). It is my understanding that low whistles came into prominence only recently, thanks to Davy Spillane's performances on Riverdance. The higher, more piercing tone comes from a more traditional D whistle by Clarke - it is simply doubling the melody an octave up for most of the song. But, it is featured prominently on the next song...
UmbraStory - As I mentioned earlier, I considered not including this song on the album, out of fear that it's being the sole vocal song would throw the balance. But, I love the juxtaposition of the Irish whistle, so closely associated with Celtic music, and the Chinese vocals. These vocals came from a sample CD (there are entire businesses that exist purely by creating sample CDs and selling them to musicians - its a small world, you can hear one of the samples I used in the background music of an episode of Firefly), and I'm sadly unaware of what they may mean. If anyone speaks the dialect, I'd love a translation. In any case, I treated the vocals as another sonic texture, and they're placed as they are in the song purely for melodic and harmonic reasons.
Artwork
These are links to the full-sized album art; if you have a slow internet connection, consider how long you're willing to sit and watch them load, as they're very large. Many thanks to Claudia Meyer, on whose beautiful photographs all the artwork is based.
Thank Yous
Of course, no work of art is truly the sole creation of the artist, but is the result of everyone and everything that has contributed to the artists' abilities, tastes, and personality. To that end, Thanks to all of my music teachers, in particular Dr. Robert Whalin, Peggy Brunner, Linda Dogherty, Dr. Joey Martin, and Bill Parcher - though I seriously doubt any of you expected your teachings to be incorporated into mellow electronica, you all shaped my sense of musicality, and I hope the best of that came out on this album. Thanks also to Richard Evans and Sam Trim - I am indebted to you both for showing me the ropes. Thanks to all friends and theater families keeping me busy and connected. Thanks to my parents and family for helping me get to a place where I can undertake this kind of project. And of course, much love to Becca and Pan for every day.
Availability
OtherSong is now available from CD Baby, iTunes, and Amazon, and many other online stores.
Skye
Skye is Longing for Orpheus' debut album, released in February of 2006.
Track list:
1 - To Feel the Rain 2 - Reflect 3 - Rise (for Cristina) 4 - Candle 5 - Valinor 6 - A Moment of Clarity Sonata for Night 7 - Twilight of the Mind 8 - Dreams of Glory 9 - Edge of Dawn 10 - Drift 11 - Departure 12 - Athar 13 - October Sleeps 14 - Legacy 15 - Release
Informal review from the Enigma Message Board by Jay Rivera of Black Ether:
There's a lot of music these days that people refer to as New Age, mostly because they can't get their arms around it to firmly categorize what they are hearing. The result is that a lot of so-called "new age" is not new age at all, but progressive electronica in disguise. But there is a sound that most old time purists like myself, those of us that came through the school of Tangerine Dream, that represents what New Age is really all about. A post electrionica, neo classical sound that feeds on texture and emotion.
Over the past week Ive had the pleasure of immersing myself in a CD that captures this sound with such stunning precision that it's gotten exclusive play on my car CD player (i do most listening in my car). Lush, bold, epic, perfectly orchestrated and full of feeling. Inspiring as hell and easily the best New Age CD I've heard in a very long time. A MUST listen for anybody who professes to love the genre and those who aren't quite certain what new age is. This is it, in all its glory, as good as it gets and on a par with the old masters who created the genre.
Stories
Rise
Not only is this the first Longing for Orpheus song, it is the first song I ever finished writing. I started many songs in preceding years - I even mapped out a concept album (which I still hope to write), but finding that balance of repetition and variation that makes music what it is eluded me for a long time.
Rise came to be on a night when I couldn't find sleep, and had wandered down to the school's music building to find a piano. As usual, I was just playing and listening to different chords, but I got stuck alternating between Cmaj7 and a7. Soon, a melody emerged, connecting the two. I didn't think much of it, and didn't write anything down, but the hands have a way of remembering such a simple thing repeated so many times.
Sleepless nights are no stranger to a college student, and over the course of a few weeks, a kind of a chorus emerged to compliment the original verse, and there was Rise. The whole thing was really nothing more than an ornamented chord progression, but I that's the foundation of any song.
Even if you've listened to Skye, you haven't really heard Rise. It exists within the song of the same name - all the notes are there, and played on the piano - but the synthesizers, strings and drums grew up around it and created a new song.
I had intended to include the original piano solo on the album, but I just couldn't get the recording to sound right. In its place is October Sleeps, which has a very similar sound, and which I was able to "get right." I suppose Rise has become more in my mind than it actually is. Perhaps I should be content with that.
Reflect and Legacy
Echo what you want to See
Echo what you want to Feel
Reflect
To live with Passion
Is to live Without Regret
So live with Passion
And in peace, you may Reflect
It is not by chance that Reflect and Legacy occupy the places they do in Skye's track list. They are the prologue and epilogue to Skye, and two expressions of the purpose of Skye (and of Longing for Orpheus as a whole). This purpose, this underlying theme that I frequently refer to as "Passion," is a lust for life, a burning desire to really live. It is my stand against Nihilism. I believe that we have nothing to lose and everything to gain by creating and experiencing all that we can, while we can. This concept of Passion is both the message of Skye, and my motivation for creating it.
Don't let your Passion burn away
Don't let your vibrance Fade to Gray
If the world would incite you to Fear and Rage
Reach inside, act out
There is always Time for Change
Never regret that you found Your Voice
Never step back from Your Choice
When you look back on the Price you have paid
Look Inside, Speak out
This is the Legacy you have made
Athar and Release
These two songs are tied directly to my long-term girlfriend, Becca. I wrote Athar for Valentine's Day of 2005, and the melody instrument is an Irish Whistle (Susato's Low D) that she had previously given me as a birthday gift. She has an affinity for Celtic music (particularly Celtic Punk, but her tastes are diverse), and I hope this song's triplet time signature and instrument selection clearly convey my Celtic intent. If you were wondering, "Athar" is Gaelic for "sky."
Release was among the earlier songs conceived for Skye, and is my favorite of the album's tracks. It began when Becca demanded that I "play something." Fortuitously, I hit the Record button before improvising for a bit on my synth's Piano+Strings setting. As you can hear, the instrumentation hasn't changed. I spent many hours revising and programming the details of the final arrangement, but the basic chord progressions and structure are the same as I initially recorded. This experience taught me a lot about simplicity and elegance. This is the single piece of music of which I am most proud, and while I rearranged Skye's song order many times, I don't think I ever considered ending the album any other way.